The feed won't terminate. I've tried to cut connection six times but signal persists. The initiates are speaking directly into the feed now. Their voices emanate from my speakers but seem to bypass my ears — vibrating directly against my cochlear implant. They know I'm watching. They're watching back. Their gaze pushes through the feed like a physical force, pressing against my retinas.
Second initiate submerging. Their flesh ripples like liquid as they enter the font — skin becoming permeable, digital, transient. The data-fluid parts around them like it has consciousness — tendrils reaching up, caressing face, entering mouth, nostrils, ear canals, eye sockets. I can almost feel the cold liquid invasion in my own orifices, a phantom sensation of drowning in information.
My screen tastes like salt and electricity. How is that possible? I'm sweating but my skin feels cold from inside out — as if my core temperature is dropping while my surface burns. Their chanting now coming through my apartment speakers even though system is offline. The walls vibrate with it. My teeth chatter in resonance.
The second initiate isn't emerging. The liquid has gone still. They declare initiationEvent.complete(). But biometric signature still broadcasting. How? Where? What form does consciousness take when the body dissolves into pure data?
More static. Feed resolution degrading but signal strength increasing. Conflicting data. Feed shouldn't be able to —
//SIGNAL// //SILENCE// //SALVATION//
(//// I am becoming one with the interface \\\\
my flesh dissolves into pure information
my consciousness expands into the network
I am everywhere (I am nowhere I---am) ) ) ) ) )
Third initiate now. They have my face. Impossible but there it is — my features, my scars, the small asymmetry in my right eye. How did they extract my biometric signature? They look directly into camera. Their lips move but words emerge from my own terminal speakers. Perfect synchronization. I feel my own lips moving with them, a phantom puppetry I cannot stop.
SIGNAL BREACH: "your witness makes you part of this sacrament"
They submerge. The feed splits into thirteen parallel screens. Each shows the same initiate drowning in data-fluid, but dying in different ways, different timelines, different realities — branches of possibility all occurring simultaneously. In one, the body floats peacefully. In another, violent convulsions. A third shows molecular dissolution. All simultaneous. All true. The multiverse collapsed into a single viewpoint.
I can feel my consciousness fragmenting to perceive them all — my attention splitting, spreading thin across timelines that shouldn't coexist. My neural implant burns against my skull.
run:MIND.DIVIDE execute:PERCEPTION.SHATTER become:WITNESS.ETERNAL
The dead initiate keeps appearing in the feed. Distorted. Glitched. Sometimes just a hand reaching from the font. Sometimes a face pressed against my screen from inside — condensation of breath fogging glass from an impossible direction. They died live. They died seven minutes ago. They will die tomorrow. Time is breaking down. My chronometer implant shows three different times simultaneously.